Marguerite
Duras, Practicalities
(La Vie matérielle)
Marguerite
Duras speaks to Jerome Beajour
Translated
from the French by Barbara Bray
HarperCollins,
1990
Near
the end of her life, Duras dictated the pieces which make up this book to
Jerome Bray. Duras then revised and
recast each transcription. The end
result is aleatory and intimate and wonderful to read.
Here
is Duras speaking about love and murder, alcohol and keeping house. Many of the pieces are brief, some less than
a page long, and are often based on the very slightest premise – like a scrap
of cloth found at the back of the drawer.
As
one would expect from Duras, the sentences are surprising and sinuous -- and
from time to time she even tosses out a slogan for living: “Sometimes you say
I’m going to kill myself, and then you go on with the book.” (Is there anyone else besides me who is ready
to have that sentence inscribed on an arch in their home?)
Reading
Practicalities, I was continually
reminded of the short fiction of Lydia Davis.
I wonder if fans of Davis’ work – might not discover that they like this
as much or more. Certainly these short
pieces are a necessity for anyone who is interested in how mystery and
ordinariness can co-exist in a very small space.
As
ever, Duras is unafraid to tell the truths of alcohol or sex, no matter how
scandalous or pathetic. The last piece
in the book, “The People of the Night”, details the delusions and
hallucinations she suffered while suffering from emphysema and alcoholism,
including a nurse she attempted to murder.
“Alcohol”,
less than three pages long, is perhaps the best take I’ve read on the subject. “I was alone in that huge house, and that was
how alcohol took on its full significance.
It lends resonance to loneliness and ends up making you prefer it to
everything else. Drinking isn’t
necessarily the same thing as wanting to die.
But you can’t drink without thinking you’re killing yourself” (15). And, as for the current mania for
non-intervention: “We live in a world paralysed with principles. We just let people die” (18).
“House
and Home”, the longest piece in the book, ought to be put in the hands of
anyone who doubts that true and compelling literature can be written about –
keeping house. (How is it possible that
bootleg copies of this have not become a staple of every writing program on
Earth?) “I say it again. It bears a lot of repetition. A woman’s work, from the time she gets up to
the time she goes to bed, is as hard as a day at war, worse than a man’s
working day. Because she has to make her
time-table conform to that of other people. . .” (45)
By
the time I finished this book I felt that it ought to be presented, along with A Room of One’s Own to every woman who
aspires to write – and when she’s done with it, her husband, brother, father,
boyfriend ought to read it too.
Fans
of Duras will love this book for the sense it gives of sharing a rainy
afternoon with the elderly Marguerite Duras.
But there is something more compelling. It is simply not common that
someone would tell. . . this much of the truth.
Who
is actually willing to fully expose themselves as human, therefore
pathetic? While reading this book, I was
also reading a collection of poems by Fernando Pessoa (et al.) and I came upon
the following:
“If
only I could hear some other human voice / Confess not to a sin but to an
infamy, / Tell not about an act of violence but of cowardice! / No, all the
people I listen to, if they talk to me, are paragons. / Who in this wide world
would admit to me that he was ever despicable? / O princes, my brothers, / I’ve
had it up to here with demigods! / Where in the world are there people?”
Well. Here is one of them.
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